The Death Of A Friendship

It happened so quickly! Ok who am I kidding I seen it coming from the beginning to the end. I make it a deal to know my friends know who they are and where they are coming from. So I really wasn’t that surprise at this recent turn of events. I don’t know what many people call a friend but I do know what is not.

I find it hard to believe that a good friend would take the time to write a list of things done in the past with so much detail. My question is who has the time and who does that? While in my recent experience I have felt like I was ten again and my parents needed to be notified of my misbehaving in class. I just don’t know almost thirty and calling parents. I thought things could be better.

Tisk tisk now in retrospect I was planning my escape. Harsh thing to say it was bad I tell you bad! Sleeping in the corner and getting notes left every other day. In fact it got to the point that I didn’t want to be there and for the most part I wasn’t. When it gets likes that I know it is time to go. Certain people I like better being friends from a distant and that was my hesitating coming here.

Again I make it a note to know my friends. I know the crazy one’s from the sane ones. The nice ones from the mean ones and the ones I can trust from the ones and cannot. I have learned that the best thing to do in life is let things go because everything happens for a reason. Of course not everybody thinks that way and they let things weigh them down and in the end eat them alive. The important thing here is to remember you are only hurting yourself because the other person has let it go and has no worries, but in fact have a smile. Smiles all day!
I must be that person I am and thank them in the end not for their craziness because soon I hope they seek help. I do want to thank her for the move I love it here in good ole Atlanta but that is where the thank you ends and the goodbye begins.